Nine Revelations 

If you want to help me,
Then hide this world under the night.
If you want to take me from my cell,
Then find inside of me eye-sight
And open your heart to sinner's plea,
Let darkness come so freaky near:
Make the first step on the path of my fear
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Cold's in my veins, wind's in my hands:
I'm waiting for Him to have my last dance.
Night's softly squezing and burning my skin,
And after these torments He rudely gets in.
Fire's the wicked beast on the chain,
He learned philosophie of pleasure and pain:
The sun and the moon do not have to rise -
I see their light in Devil's eyes. 
***
Time's rushing through arrows:
I'm mourning with shadows
Until the golden rays will turn me into the ash
And prick, like the needle...
I'm caught in the middle,
I'm waiting for the Judgement above my soul and my flesh. 
***
I've been caught inside of pain,
In the toxic cell of poison.
I've been dying again and again:
Dark's been around, I've heard it's voices,
They've been whispering me about the sin
I've been sincerely keeping
Somewhere in my heart
From the first minutes of my life,
And it's been killing me from inside,
Like kill the beasts in breathless night.
***
Have you pricked eyes of the doll?
Have you left on the wall
Smiles of the damned
And have you drawn it by blood?
Have you betrayed our God?
Have you burned this land?
Have you turned into the smoke
Home built nowhere by my folk?
Have you come for me?
Look: I fall down my knees,
Do you dare give me the piece
And bury in the sea?....
***
The saint belief can not teach me to care and to forgive:
I hear the voice of the silence, and it's making me deaf.
I'm trying to learn by heart the wisdom, that would be my guide
Inside of glitter of darkness, untill it makes me half-blind.